abject ep

by Brianna Snider

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a whole summer's worth of feelings (plus some).

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released July 21, 2017

album artwork by dominic lazzini.

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Brianna Snider Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania

college sad punk with lots of reverb

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Track Name: for days you don't want to talk to anyone
darkness creeps into the frame
and suddenly the sadness starts
like fire to paper, it burns in your chest
and makes a hole where your lungs used to be

you've always wondered what it's like to drown
to have water flowing inside your veins

where's the cure?
how can i make you feel better?
i want to take the dark matter
and rip it from the very core of you
and make you forget what sadness feels like

i wanted to be your savior
but lord knows a savior doesn't appear
through some punkish girl who can barely keep
her own head straight

darkness creeps into the frame
and i put myself in your place
so that it manifests in me instead
and makes me wish that i was dead
but at least you're feeling okay
Track Name: withdrawal symptoms
i want to take my skin and rip it from the bones that keep me together
i want to feel the warmth of the sun on my insides
because the cold that manifests in me is freezing my lungs and preventing me from exhaling the black matter that has accrued

my brain has gone south for the winter
flying away with the birds to the beach
where the sand tosses and turns with the waves like i do in my bed at night

you can call me sad without a reason
but you can't reason with a mind telling you that you aren't worth the eyes in your skull that lost all light when you told me i was nothing

now i write as the withdrawal symptoms kick in
and i beg you now to please listen to me as i scream and i complain about why i can't get comfortable in my vessel
and why i can't get out of bed

because five nights of torturous thoughts can be fixed with dose but the pharmacy's closed
Track Name: the inner machinations of my mind are an enigma
the lyrics don't matter